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August 29th, 2007

full of hatred

Posted by caie at 06:06 AM on August 29, 2007.

I didnt really notice but its been 2 two years since my last blog here..i dont want to go back because it reminds me of the horrible experience i had that my blog could atest to it... Going back to those dark days that i had from being so self-inflicted. I cant say i have moved on but im trying to reinvent myself to become a better person. I have'nt totally forgiven myself yet but im giving myself each day reasons to love and forgive. Im in the process of loving and accepting myself more. Understanding fully the people around me. I could only say right now it takes tremendous effort pla to be kind and loving yet so easy to be...

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August 3rd, 2005

Posted by caie at 08:58 AM on August 3, 2005.

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August 2nd, 2005

i lost in the battle

Posted by caie at 09:53 AM on August 2, 2005.

i never really won in any battle...be it in any field...

now i've lost tract of something i was hoping id conquer...

now uncertainties over shadow me...

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July 27th, 2005

ate jo pls read dis wla lang...

Posted by caie at 06:07 AM on July 27, 2005.

Sorry for the long time me not responding much sa mga paramdam mo. It's that napakarami kasing conflict ngaun sa family namin. My stepmom discovered kasi na my mom is going sa US soon and she is so against the idea and un nag-aaway cla ng dad ko hanggang ngaun and the long war and debate about this still never ended. Pati nga ako inaway ng stepmom ko for keeping this things to her despite daw of all the things she did for us, how could we betray her. Well actually, when we come to think about it, para talagang wala kaming utang na loob sa kanya. She is that one kasi who save my dad then long ago when he was about to be deported from US. Then siya rin ang nagsupport sa amin noong wala pang work dad namin. Hindi ko siya masisi kung bakit galit na galit siya, she thinks kasi na pinaglalaruan namin siya ang we're planning na ipagbalikan mom at dad ko. But ang real reson is para may mag-alaga ng husto sa brother ko. BUt she doesn't believe us.

Anyways, mark is getting better na daw sabi ng dad ko. He can walk na by himself na raw at nakakakain na siya mag-isa. He can't reallt speak straight yet dahil medto namanhid ung throat area niya dahil matagal din bago naalis ung catheter sa bibig niya. He said na he'll call u kapag ok na salita niya at may lakas na siya ng loob na mag explain sa mga nangyari. Pls be patient, I know its taking so long pero wala naman me magawa sa mga bagay din na ito. Pero I promise to be your tulay to him until things get better, and hopefully

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May 20th, 2005

who's "CARRIE"...

Posted by caie at 07:49 AM on May 20, 2005.

wla lang..circumtances coerces me to issue forth with an observation that...the things  indirectly implied to my personality doesnt really jive to my persona...

who's "CARRIE"...

Im not susceptble to what people will say or think against me..i dont even have to explain nor clarify things....It was He who offered such friendship... things are "right-motives but-wrong-intentions" situation? Then, should we call for friendship monotarium?

Im so upset for dignity multilation regards how He sound last time when He was trying to say something na im not even aware of... uncertainties makes people insane?

naiinis lang ako not knowing may naiinis pala saken.. its way ease and much better to tell up front than blabbering behind someone' back..dba?..

people have an impressive blaspeme of who i am ...could i blame them? or rarther blame

 

...myself for such misfortune of irrelevant talks about who's "CARRIE"...

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May 18th, 2005

Posted by caie at 07:37 AM on May 18, 2005.

HAy pumuslit ako from work...

checked my mAIL

GOT SAD..

an injuiry can only hurt us when remembered...

im condemned MYOPIC ADVOCATE OF REINCARNATION THEORY...

i didnt wish to be like this...

i feel abandoned..

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March 18th, 2005

hhehe

Posted by caie at 08:59 AM on March 18, 2005.

LETTER/STATEMENT OF INTENT: 

 

ACADEMIC MASTER'S and Ph.D. PROGRAMS
What is it?
·                                 intellectual autobiography that conveys the continuum of experiences and events in your academic life which have led you to desire an academic graduate education.
·                                 What you did academically, why and with whom,
·                                 What you want to do academically, where, why, and with whom
Before you write:
·                                 DO YOUR HOMEWORK
·                                 Get the school’s catalogue
·                                 Confirm that the degree program offered matches your career goals
·                                 Review the courses offered by the school that pertain to your goals
·                                 Get the names of specific faculty members with whom you want to study
·                                 Ask your current teachers if they know any of the faculty members in the proposed graduate program.
How is it organized?
OPENING PARAGRAPH
·                                 State the program to which you are making application,
·                                 whether you are seeking a master's or doctorate,
·                                 and in a general sense, why you are applying to the program.
·                                 Begin in a direct manner
·                                 Avoid talking about personal, extracurricular or family background.
SUBSEQUENT PARAGRAPHS: 

 

Your Qualifications and Background
 

Describe

·                                 Experiences that have served as a foundation for your future graduate work,
·                                 how your interest in the field developed,
·                                 and how you planned academically for your goal.
Discuss
·                                 undergraduate studies, in general,
·                                 and your major and any specialization within the major, in specific terms.
Weave into the letter
·                                 Any academic achievements or accomplishments
·                                 specific learning experiences that demonstrate your motivation and inspiration for continued study and/or research.
a.                               independent study courses or research with professors
b.                              teaching assistantships
c.                               undergraduate research conference presentations
d.                              published work
e.                               laboratory experiences
f.                                research internships
g.                               seminar courses
h.                               honors thesis
i.                                 relevant education abroad
j.                                independent writing
k.                               academic honors and/or very closely related work experience.
Discuss in detail:
·                                 qualifications that relate to your academic goal
·                                 special academic and research experiences.
Explain special projects or research
·                                 indicates ability to explore or master certain skills or particular knowledge about your academic field
·                                 illustrates to the committee that you have
a.                               the initiative and ability to develop ideas
b.                              the capacity to work through problems independently
c.                               the determination to achieve your goals.
Mention special skills
·                                 laboratory techniques
·                                 computer skills
·                                 foreign language proficiency
·                                 advanced quantitative and statistical expertise.
CLOSING PARAGRAPH: PLANNED ACADEMIC FUTURE 

 

Explain

·                                 specifically why you wish to attend their particular program.
·                                 specifically how the department's graduate curriculum matches your short and long term academic and career goals.
·                                 show evidence of your investigation of their program, its faculty and their research, and their departmental resources and facilities
·                                 indicate how your academic and intellectual interests form a match with the research interests of one or more faculty in the program or department.
CONCLUDING STATEMENT 

 

Tell the Graduate Committee

·                                 that you are qualified and motivated
·                                 that you will be successful in graduate study and research
Summarize briefly
·                                 why you believe you possess the experience and skills to be admitted to their program
STYLE OF LETTER:
·                                 direct and straightforward manner
·                                 no contrivances or gimmicks
·                                 place central points early
·                                 use active, not passive voice
·                                 do not use words such as rather, quite, somewhat, fairly, pretty much
·                                 Be positive
a.                               emphasize strengths
b.                               explain anomalies
·                                 Be accurate and precise
EDIT RUTHLESSLY
·                                 CUT OUT redundancy
·                                 Be organized, orderly, specific and concise.
·                                 Use examples where needed
·                                 keep the statement to one or two typed pages.
·                                 Use transitions that tie each paragraph to the next.
·                                 Do not assume that the committee will understand everything.
a.                               Explain course titles and research projects where necessary

 

 

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March 15th, 2005

hay..sakit ng heart Ko

Posted by caie at 04:05 AM on March 15, 2005.

 

"hay..sakit ng heart Ko"...ive been hearing this from my sister and i cant believe i am too uttering the quoted phrase...

"sakit heart ko..."

i know i should'nt assert too much coz i'll just get hurt in the process...

its coming again...mefenamic acid won't do its thing..

im rambling...

bakit ba sumasakit ang heart?

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March 4th, 2005

para kay ate joan

Posted by caie at 11:24 AM on March 4, 2005.

JJolly
OOutrageous
AAccurate
NNaughty

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